Sunday, May 1, 2011

Father is bigger than this and with that I place my faith..

Well, I am really not doing a great job at updating this. So, for anyone that has been asking where my blog is, I am extremely sorry for the delay.

So much has happened in the past month. I visited Rosario. It is one of the other major cities in Argentina. The lifestyle there is much calmer and the people are extremely friendly. We went to a "dancing water show" and got the opportunity to paddle in the little boats around the lake. We went to Iguazu Falls. I was in awe of the Lord's beauty as I watched the water fall down some of the biggest falls in the world. I got to see Brazil grass and Asuncion, Paragauy; the only thing separating me from entering these two amazing countries was a river and a visa. I went to a place called Misiones, the ruins of the first missionaries in Argentina. We went to a village in which the people speak Guarani and lived in the jungle. Reminded me of the Dominican.. The simplicity of the people. Oh, and I got my camera stolen as I was taking a picture; yeah, right out of my hands. But it's okay. "We can't take it to Heaven right?" -Melissa Edwards



Yesterday, I went to an orphanage. This is the same one that I was in contact with before I left to come here. Gosh. I felt so helpless. On the way to the orphanage, I spoke with two girls that had been going on a regular basis to play with the children. They told me that it was not what I was expecting. And they were right. When we got to the orphanage we toured to see all of the rooms. The kitchen stove was on, without supervision, to heat the house; the flames were extremely high and  I was worried that the children were going to touch them. There was a "living room" with a table, a mattress, and a television. There was one room for boys that consisted of around eight bunk beds. I felt like I was in the jungle when I entered the room because the boys were swinging from bed to bed, throwing things on the ground and yelling. There were two rooms for girls. It was all so dark. It had a strong odor. The floors were terribly dirty. They had hardly any toys. There were around 25 to 30 children in the orphanage and only two women taking care of them, sometimes only one woman at a time. The youngest child was a new baby girl named Camila, four months old, that they had received two weeks earlier. Camila was sitting in a stroller and as I sat down to play with her, she seemed like the happiest baby in the world. Her smile was gorgeous and she was content just looking in your eyes. She was content knowing that you were looking at her. Her clothes were probably for a one year old baby. Her diapers were most like three sizes too big. Then there were the other children. There was a two year old boy walking around with sweat pants that were most likely for a four year old. There was a two year old girl named Mili (Milagro) which means "miracle". She had the most angelic face and the prettiest eyes. She would not say a word to me but she would raise her hands to be held. There was a fourteen year old boy named Carlos who was playing with a wheel to a bike and was so intrigued by the feeling it gave when you held it in your hands and spinned it. There was a gorgeous twenty year old girl named Ana that I am going to get the opportunity to teach English, in hopes of learning more Spanish as well. She has been given the opportunity to go to Canada for two weeks through the sponsorship of a family. However, this is the only sponsorship or area in which I heard of the orphanage receiving money. I asked the two ladies in charge what they needed the most and they said diapers first and then whatever else possible next. This orphanage needs more than diapers. They need food, more workers, more toys, new beds, another bathroom (there was only one), and a heating system. They need love. I am so overwhelmed at this point. I am distraught that I have been in Argentina for two months and I am now getting the chance to actually visit the orphanage. I am sad that I am not wealthy and cannot just go to the store and buy an abundance of diapers and food that I can just give them. I am sad that I cannot be there to help the women and provide an extra set of hands to hold the children when they cry. I am sad that I cannot buy the children warm clothing for this fall. However, I know that Father doesn't lack what I lack. I know that Father can do all of this when I cannot. I am determined to help out in some way. I ask that you all pray for these beautiful children. I ask that you pray that Christ be the center of their hearts and that they receive love that they have never received before. I ask that you pray for donors to have these children put on their hearts so that they desire to give and give and give. I ask that you pray for this community and open up its eyes to the reality of what is going on. I ask that you provide doors for me to meet new people and share these children with them in the hopes of more support. Father is so much bigger than this, and with that statement I place my faith.

I promise that I will update this soon. Thank you so much for your prayers and love. I miss you all so much and I am excited to see you in July! :) Besos!

P.S. The pictures that are on here are from my friend Olivia's album. She lives here in Argentina and was visiting the orphanage yesterday when we went!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

a beautiful land, a beautiful get away..

I am finally updating about Argentina, after a delayed two weeks! But I guess its okay because I only have one follower, myself (wanted to feel better because noone was following me) so all is well. :)

Argentina. It is hard to find words right now. In two weeks, I have went through all of the orientations (our program, the university, city tours), all of the good stuff, and I have been able to learn so much about the country. We have already had two excursions: sightseeing via boat on the Tigre River and a Dia del Campo. I have layed on the beach and I have watched Argentine gauchos ride horses and compete for a kiss from the woman in the audience. I have been told that I am the love of this strangers life while walking down the street and have been asked for a kiss by a 50 year old man. I have tried  this blood and meat concoction (yuck) and enjoyed the most succelent peach that I have ever tasted in my life. I have danced the Tango. I now pronounce "ella" (she/her) as "essha" and pollo (chicken) as "poysho". I have visited the Japanese gardens. I have had some of the best coffee in the world. I have seen a huge protest in the streets in which the protesters were spraypainting store windows. And I have met an amazing group of friends that I can say are truly a blessing from the Lord. I can also say that my homestay family could not be any better.

Life here is extremely different. I had no clue how big Buenos Aires would be. They call it that "France of South America". Military time. Everyone is late. Food is different. Exchange rate is 4 to 1 and I still feel like I am spending so much money (May be a good thing, to help me budget)! Everyone depends on others for transportation: colectivo/bus, tren/train, subte/subway/, taxi. We walk, everwhere! Dinner is after 9 p.m.! Everyone is skinny. Dogs are everywhere, as well as their little "leavings". Weather is beautiful. Clubs open at 3 a.m. and people get home at 8 a.m.. We signed up for classes the day they started! People line the sidewalks with their bootleg movies. There are McDonalds on almost every corner. There is no pedestrian right-of-way. Change or monedas here are almost divine because they are used for all transporation whereas in the States we hate change. Its just crazy, but good crazy.

I love it. And I can only imagine how much better it will be as the weeks go on. The body is not big here. It is a challenge. But Father is bringing me closer to Him each and every day. I have been challenged on my beliefs by some of my friends and I can say that I am learning so much more than I expected. At my homestay, I have a sweet and encouraging housekeeper, named Paola, who loves the Lord and has been a great comfort. I have found  a church that I will attend this Sunday and I am extremely excited for this. Unfortunatly, the orphanage that I was in contact with and have mentioned in earlier posts is somewhat far away and I am not sure how much I will be able to be of assistance. However, I am looking up other places of need in the area and hopefully will be able to find something soon.

This weekend I am going to explore more of Buenos Aires with Paola and hopefully start on a project! You will see pictures soon!

I miss you all and I am sad that I cannot talk to you more often. But Father has brought me here for so many reasons. Its so amazing. He is working. Even if it doesn't always seem like it. Pray for the people. Pray that He uses me to just love them. Pray that He guides me as I make huge upcoming decisions ;).

I love you all! And I will update this soon!

Besos

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Una Semana Mas..

I officially have one week until I leave for the beautiful land of Argentina. I have spent the past two days stalking the airline websites trying to see if the baggage restrictions have changed. Unfortunately, the airline does not realize that I will be living in Argentina for 4 months and I may need more than two suitcases weighing 50 lbs. in total to get me by. :( But as I was going through out the day and remembering the Dominican, I recollected on how happy the Dominicans were surviving solely on necessities in life. I remembered how I felt when my mom took me to IKEA right after I got back into Atlanta and how I grew sick looking at all of the appliances that IKEA had just for a bathroom! I remembered how I was content living off of the few shirts and shorts that we could take for our trip to La Republica. I remembered that I wasn't living for this life, and that what would fit in two 25 lbs. suitcases would be more than enough for me. Praise the Lord because now I will not be freaking out once I start getting my suitcases together!
Besides worrying about packing, I have really been thinking about my family. I love them so dearly. I know that I will only be gone four months, but it always makes me sad to say goodbye. When they dropped me off for college, which is 45 minutes away from home, I cried like a baby. Both years! When I left for the Dominican, I tried with all of my might to hold back tears as I hugged my mommy goodbye. I was playing with my baby brother Aidan today and I told him I was leaving soon and I started crying! Yeah, I am emotional at times. But I am blessed that Father has given me tears to cry. He has given me such a love for my family and he has shown me the importance of a family. So when I start bawling after I hug my mommy goodbye Friday at the airport, I know that Father will be with me reminding me of how much He has blessed me with such a beautiful, loving family and I will not be embarrassed at all of the people who stare at me. :) [Lets hope not] 

I am super excited for this opportunity that Father has blessed me with in Argentina. I ask that you pray for confidence on my trip and boldness on sharing my faith. I ask that you pray that He uses me as a light to love on people. I ask that you pray for success in regards to my education in Buenos Aires. I ask that you pray for Argentina. I will update this once more before I leave! 

Remember how much Father loves us. 

Romans 8:38-39 "For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord."

Sunday, January 30, 2011

God is good. Always

**Money went through. After 4 days. Flight still reserved. Mom called me into the room and said she received the confirmation that the flight had been paid for. The price that we hoped for. God is good. Always. :)**

My Father is so good. Today has been such a beautiful, blessing of a day. Church was great. The weather was perfect. My God shined throughout everything. He really had me thinking about the Dominican today. I miss it so badly. The children were so beautiful. I want to cry because I miss them. I miss the land. I miss the love of Jesus that a small 4 year old had! I miss how the people were so welcoming. I miss how the children ran to us with loving arms, ready to be held and just loved on. I miss how they had so little materialistically but in reality, they had everything. They lived for the Lord. They had such tight-knit communities. They were simply lovely. They were content. They were happy. They were finding satisfaction in the things that mattered in life. They took care of one another. They acted as one big family. Why don't we have that here? Why is the United States not like other countries? Why do we live for the world? Why do we live to buy the biggest house and wear the newest clothing? Yes, the Lord blesses us with money and riches of all sorts. But how many of us put our faith in these riches? How many of us find our identity in things that will not last for ever? This summer I learned something very important. So many times we live like this:

Jesus + ______ = Satisfaction


I know I do this. I am at great fault. So many times I forget that my Savior, the One who died for me, someone He didn't even know, is all I need. That really, I should be living like this:

Jesus = Satisfaction

So many times I find myself living for the world. So many times I forget that Jesus is all I need! That my Father is soo great and that He is giving me a gift of satisfaction that will last for the rest of eternity. It's so crazy how this sounds so good, yet I can still forget it. Thankfully I am a sinner with an even greater Savior.




I pray that we can all realize just how much our Father loves us. That He gave His only son, for us. That He adopts us into the Kingdom. Adoption. We need Him. We need that love. We are nothing without Him.

I am trying to learn to love simplicity. It was easy in the Dominican. Here it is not. But why put my hope in that  of which will end instead of that of which will endure forever?

Father help me. Help us. Show us your ways. Teach us the way of life. Teach us to live for you alone. To glorify you. Let us walk in the ways of Jesus. 

33 days until Argentina!

Besos,

Rach


 "Peace I leave with you; My peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid." John 14:27

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Up the Chain lift...


Like I said, the roller coaster adventure has begun. In terms of a roller coaster, the cart is initially pulled up the chain lift (most fundamental part of the ride), so that the cart can be released down the hill and accelerate through the course. Then you have all of the turns and loops, up-side-down moments, and possible "life-ending" scares (as I like to call them). Well, I am going up the hill right now. I got my check from Berry Tuesday and I deposited it into the bank. I searched for a few hours on airfare. I finally found a fairly cheap flight in comparison to others. We were not sure if the money would appear in full that night or not so I went ahead and booked it. Unfortunately the money did not go through. However, praise the Lord, the airline is still reserving my flight. We found out from the bank that the money would be posted by 12 o'clock last night. So, around 12:15 I called the airlines to see if it had been posted and to our dismay, it had not. The airline told me that they would hold my seat until this morning. Praise Him for their understanding. It is 10:37 a.m. and the bank has still not put the entire check into our bank account. I went to bed last night praising the Lord for His goodness. I know this is all in His beautiful hands and that He will not give us something we cannot handle.

Third Day "Your Love oh Lord (Psalm 36)
"I will life my voice to worship you my King! I will find my strength in the shadow of your wings. Your love reaches to the Heavens. Your faithfulness stretches to the skies!" 


This morning I woke up knowing that I needed to put some hardcore prayer into practice. Prayer moves mountains ya know? I found these three scriptures that have brought so much comfort to me during this time of affliction.

Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future."


Ephesians 6:10-11 "Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of His might. Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the schemes of the devil."


Hebrews 13:5 "I will NEVER leave you nor forsake you."


God has his hand on this. I know it. I used to be the type of person that would freak out and worry about the smallest trial in life. Now that I have Father, I am so much more understanding and patient with the trials He gives me. I live for Him. For His Kingdom. I live in this world, but not of it. At least I try to. But I am still a great sinner and I  still need an even greater Savior. 


I will keep you updated on how the flight goes. Please pray that I can get it. If not, the price of another flight will be extremely high and as we all know, money is hard to come by now a days. Pray for understanding on my part. 


Be Blessed,

Rach




Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Para Empezar (To Begin)


So, I created this blog for all of you stalkers. Now that I think about it, I may not have any. :( But I will keep up with this just to make myself feel better. :) I decided that I should make a blog for a few reasons. First, I leave March 4th for Argentina! I will be studying at the University of Belgrano until June 25th! So, since I will not be able to text everyone all of the time, or call my family constantly, I figured this will do. Secondly, the Lord has already made this past month quite adventurous and if it is this crazy already, I assume that much more craziness awaits me! So, I want to share how the Lord uses all of my experiences to be the Hero at the end of the day and  steal my heart once again.

For starters, before school ended, I found out that Berry was going to credit me 2000 green ones! Yeah buddy! I was depending on this money to buy my plane ticket. Then, I call Berry last week to see when I will receive my check and they told me that I would only be receiving $600!!! I began praying, knowing that the Lord was in control and He would take care of this dilemma. But as the days went on, I became extremely apprehensive and started losing faith in the Lord. :( How easily I fall. Then, I received a call from Berry yesterday and found out that I would be receiving the full amount that I was promised! Yay! I actually just booked my flight tonight! Once again He came to the rescue. Is it love? I believe so. <3

If they still need the assistance, I am also going to be teaching children english at an orphanage in Buenos Aires. Please pray that the Lord blesses me with this opportunity! As some of you may know, I visited the Dominican Republic in December on a missions trip and fell in love! It was not just an experience; it was life changing. The Lord worked in incredible ways and He used my team to share the Gospel and pour out His love on others. The children were so beautiful and they loved Jesus! From going to the Dominican, I realized how much my heart loves children so teaching english to the children in Buenos Aires would be something that I would cherish forever.

I have to get off now, :( but please stay connected with me through these blogs and I will be updating you all on this trip as often possible!

I love you all very much and I hope that you will be praying that the Lord uses me in Argentina and that He reaches the Argentine community!!

besos (kisses), Rach